If I close my eyes will it all go away? Will it disapear?
When I was a child a friend tried to convince me that if we couldn’t see someone then they couldn’t see us. I know that lots of kids think that but wouldn’t it be cool if it were true. You could just close your eyes and escape. At times I wish I could just close my eyes and let everything just go. I could escape into the dream world or my own world of imagination. I could maybe choose not to beat myself up so badly internally. I’d like that very much.
Do the trials and tribulations of life really build character? I mean do they make us better or worse or would we become who we become regardless. I guess living life is a philosophy all of its own. If we gain real wisdom in this life then how can we share it or help others truly? So much of what we are taught as we grow can be picked apart when we are older if we only care to look deeper into it. I guess my Holy Guardian Angel is right and everyone is always right in their own mind and that it’s only hindsight that can help change this. The 3 months of ritual works will take far longer to fully understand. I need to meditate again properly.
