I’m up and about at my usual time. I’ve practiced my qigong too. I woke up from a strange dream in which a customer who conned me out of money was trying to kill me. She had a new fella and had him arrange to get me murdered. Very strange. They also had set traps around her property so that people would get injured.
I have practiced my qigong outside a twice this morning and have come inside and started coughing. There’s warnings of high or very high air pollution here today. I wonder if its anything to do with that? Or am I being paranoid? I’m not sure, but I do have to work outside today.
I’m feeling pretty good this morning and I’m keeping quite strictly to my routine of life. Maybe that’s what’s helping. I had a haircut last night too which helps. I have very short hair, almost shaved bald and I find it helps to keep my mind clearer although I read recently about Native American trackers loosing their ‘senses’ if they had their hair cut off. Maybe that’s why one of their punishments was to scalp people. Funny how I function better with short hair though!
Is the mind of a person with so called mental illness like bipolar disorder or Cyclothymia a blessing or a curse? I find it more of a blessing for me as I feel that my intuition is very strong. The flip side is the drop offs scan be brutal and fast.
I’m looking to start working out more regularly with proper weights too. I wonder how that might affect my mindset? I’m certainly feeling reasonably balanced lately.