My head has been too busy lately. Too often I let others get inside. It’s crowded enough with just myself in here. I’ve thought about a way out but I’ll not take that path yet, if ever. Where do I go from here? Stability is a very fine balancing act. I’ve had so much rage and anger inside lately it’s chewed away at me. Maybe it’s part of the reason I’ve been so tired. It all takes its toll on me. I’m hoping to see things more clearly soon. Life can be such a delicate and fine balancing act for me. I’m on Facebook less. It’s better for my brain. I sometimes wish I was dumb or less intelligent if I’m intelligent at all that is. Sometimes it’s so hard to see the good in myself orin the things I do. It will pass. It has to.
