The last few night my sleep hasn’t been as good as usual. I’ve had bad dreams. I’ve woken up with back ache. Maybe the Succubi have been after me or perhaps the daemons again. Similar scenarios as usual in my bad dreams. Situations I cannot stop or change. Fighting hard but not making an impact. Bad situations from life that I have had no control over. Anxieties. Even some things I can’t remember. Maybe it’s just that time of year again. The year is waning. It’s dying. The death that is winter is coming. Am I ready for any mental onslaught that often happens this time of the year onwards? I don’t know. I’ll find out soon enough though. I have no choice. Maybe I’ll invoke again. I will fight hard regardless. It is what it is. I see pain everywhere. I feel too much too often. Coldness too. It’s painful.
