yesterday went pretty well regardless of feeling anxious in the morning. I guess regardless of how I think or feel life goes on. It will do whatever it does. I know that how I react is what makes the difference to the outcome. Reaction is the trigger I guess that makes others react back in either a good or a bad way. I’m feeling pretty lever at the minute so I’m not in a bad reaction type place. I’m not saying that it won’t happen again though and I don’t know when either but I’ll keep doing my best to be level. Although I fear to feel that I’m controlling my moods let alone winning with my moods as I don’t want to trigger a crash. I’m just trying to keep level and while the sun is shining and I’m not putting stress on myself it’s easy enough. I’m balancing my work really well at the minute too which helps immensely. I guess it’s the balancing act that I find hard at times. I’ll keep on keeping on.
I love being me right now. I don’t want how I’m feeling to end. I know it might or probably will but that’s ok. It’s part of who I am to be this way. It’s what makes me me. I’ll deal with whatever comes along.
