it’s Sunday at 11:17 and I’m still not feeling great. I’ve been coughing up blood a little the last 2 mornings. I lauded in until 8:10 and didn’t get out of bed until about. 9:30. I’m still not dressed and will have a bath soon.
I had mild hallucinations this morning but that’s ok. I’m still mulling over things in my mind. So much of my past needs dealing with. Things I started in my alchemy and magic that are yet to be completed. I needed the mental gap to grow and now I’m ready to return, although I won’t work in my lab until my health is fully recovered. Not because of the materials themselves but my influence over the materials. Perfect health for perfect works.
My circadian rhythm is way out at the minute. I’m off food a fair but too. I’ve dropped to just over 14 stone now where as a week ago I was maybe 14 stone 9-10lbs. I know the weight will go back on once I start working out again, which I’m not doing while not feeling great.
Life is what it is. Im feeling pretty balanced at the moment although I’m very finely tuned too right now. Work is very busy and that had its own stress at the minute too.
