It’s been another long day. A mad day. A hot day. Sometimes in life we meet people who seem like they’ve got it all together but in fact they may well be wearing a mask and inside they’re in pieces. They may be delusional or paranoid deep down but you don’t see it. They keep things under wraps deep down. Inner turmoil is never easy for another to see. One can literally be hanging by the frayed ends of sanity but to others one has it altogether and sorted out. Sometimes that’s me. Sometimes I don’t even have those frayed ends.
I’m worn out in pretty much every way possible right now. My focus isn’t what it ought to be. My body hasn’t been exercised for 3 weeks. I’ve been feeling to rough to exercise. Exercise helps balance me out properly. I’ve had to put it to one side though until my cough has gone. Until the stress has gone too. Hopefully next week I’ll hit the weights again. Something needs hitting that’s for sure or someone!
Work is very busy and again I’ve done over 10 1/2 hours today. It’s almost panic time, but I can’t be bothered to panic or get stressed.
