Today I’m tired. I’m a bit grumpy too. Most of last week I was late to bed because I had energy. I’m still feeling good but just a little tired. I’m conscious that I’m feeling good and I’m questioning if I do have mental health issues at all. Maybe I don’t and maybe I just over think and let things get on top of me too much.
I’m back practicing some ritual too. It’ll be a long process but it’ll be good.
I’ve had lots of headaches this week too. Possibly because of atmospheric pressure but possibly because my brain aches and I’m tired. I’ve certainly had energy. Maybe that’s caused the headaches.
Back to ritual. I’m doing workings to invoke my Holy Guardian Angel. It’s something I started years ago and got quite far with. I also started to cross the Abyss too but fell foul of Choronzon and although I thought I’d finished the works I don’t think I did, certainly not properly. That’s why I’ve had to go back to them and possibly why my head hasn’t been right either, because of not completing the works. Anyway, regardless of that, they need to be completed. I can also see how they’re connected to the higher Buddhist workings I’ve been practicing on and off. I’m going to get myself fully back on track with things.
