A good tired

I’m pretty tired today but I know why.  I’m on week 3 of being back working out.  Already I’m putting muscle back on and I’m getting string fast again.  That’s a big reason why. Also Fynn and I are watching ‘Lecter’  on Netflix. It’s very good. I’m not sure how accurate their portrayal of psychopathy is but it’s made me question a few people I know regarding it and other mh issues.  I’d guess 1 is at least a narcissistic sociopath.  I’ve seen it first hand in the way they’ve conducted themselves.  I’ve wondered if I’m a psychopath but I feel things deeply so I guess that rules me out.  Sometimes I feel too much.  I guess it goes with the territory with Bipolar.  I’m less angry these days too.  In fact I’m pretty happy again in life.  It takes a lot to stay close to it but I do try my hardest.  It’s not always easy for those around me that’s for sure. I even wrote my daughter a letter the other day to tell her a few things.  It’s amazing how fast kids start to become adults.  I sat on the sofa beside Fynn earlier and took in how big he’s got.  I remember the little 2 year old who I used to pick up and carry.  Life goes fast.  Live it.  

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