I’m pretty tired today but I know why. I’m on week 3 of being back working out. Already I’m putting muscle back on and I’m getting string fast again. That’s a big reason why. Also Fynn and I are watching ‘Lecter’ on Netflix. It’s very good. I’m not sure how accurate their portrayal of psychopathy is but it’s made me question a few people I know regarding it and other mh issues. I’d guess 1 is at least a narcissistic sociopath. I’ve seen it first hand in the way they’ve conducted themselves. I’ve wondered if I’m a psychopath but I feel things deeply so I guess that rules me out. Sometimes I feel too much. I guess it goes with the territory with Bipolar. I’m less angry these days too. In fact I’m pretty happy again in life. It takes a lot to stay close to it but I do try my hardest. It’s not always easy for those around me that’s for sure. I even wrote my daughter a letter the other day to tell her a few things. It’s amazing how fast kids start to become adults. I sat on the sofa beside Fynn earlier and took in how big he’s got. I remember the little 2 year old who I used to pick up and carry. Life goes fast. Live it.
