Well I’m glad that it’s a new week. I’m back working properly today. I’ve not slept today and not needed to, nor yesterday. Normal sleep will resume tonight. My mood is brighter too. Last week I was lower than I cared to think about. Suicidal thoughts crept in a lot. I just wanted to go to sleep forever. I tried meditating on what death must be like but my energy was so low I just fell into deep sleep. I’ve started working out again today. I need to get my body back in proper shape. I need to get healthier. It’ll help my mind too. I’m just relieved the shittyness was only just over a week. Thank fuck for it being over. I’ve even priced some work tonight. I survive, or at least I have so far.
