I’ve been away in London over the weekend. I’ve realised that I need to focus on myself lots more again. I’ve drifted. I need to open up my higher self again. To become who I am.
London was good fun. I enjoyed it. I smiled at strangers which is always good fun. Most people are good and smile back. It was quite strange going away alone.
I’m feeling very tired today. Probably because of the weekend. I need to recoup some energy.
I had a brief moment of wishing for death earlier. It passed though.