The weeks seem to fly by but it’s all good.
I’ve been yoyoing a fair bit the last few days several times per day. It’s not been great but I’ve kept it to myself a fair bit. Sometimes it’s best not to go on about things too much. On my way back from working in Norwich today I nearly pulled over to get out of the van and just lay down at the side of the road. I just felt like laying down and letting everything just pass me by. I didn’t though because I had to go and fence an area off at another job to make it safe. I was frustrated on both counts. Frustrated at wanting to just lay down and give up for a while and also frustrated at being so loyal to my customers and not just being able to just pull over and lay down.
I guess life is what it is and I always do what needs to be done. Maybe one day I will just give up and go and be a hermit. Maybe I need to be a hermit. People really do craze me. They drive me insane and around the bend. Oh well at least I’m feeling my own version of normal now. Well at least until the next time.
