I thought I’d already written today. I’ve not though. My memory is all over the place. I’m behind on pricing too. I’m tired. I’m cold. I’m worn out. At least I’m feeling something I guess. I’m trying to lift myself up but I’ve slipped. I’m hanging over the edge of the abyss barely clinging on by my finger nails and I’m loosing grip. I can’t see the bottom either because it’s a deep dark hole. I’ve not got a parachute on either so if I fall I fall right down. Nothing makes sense right now. My memory is bad at the moment too. My ears are ringing. I’ve said to my wife that we should possibly go out for a walk later because it can lift me afterwards but I really can’t be bothered. I’ve taken St Johns Wort last night and this morning. Hopefully it’ll help lift me up a bit, but I don’t want to get high as much as I love being high. I just want to be level.
