It’s Monday morning and I’m rearing to go. I’m feeling pretty good. I need to get a plan of action in place for the next two weeks but that’s easy enough. I’ll know more after today though. Things are moving into a better place for me. Work is much more manageable and I’m telling customers how busy I am and being realistic. They seem happy enough with that too. I guess if they can’t wait they will use someone else. In the past that would of got to me and I would of worked myself into illness trying to keep everyone happy. I can’t do that anymore because it affects me for weeks or months or longer still. I need to be at my best for everyone, myself included. I’m almost 40, in 2 days time, and I have to take my mental health seriously now and my business too. I’m even starting to get interested in investments and savings…I must be getting older! Looking after my future is also looking after my family’s future too.
It’s often this time of year that I get extremely anxious and overworked. Often I used to start drinking more coffee and energy drinks too as well as eating chocolate bars and sweets to spike my energy to get me through. I’ll not do that again because the crash afterwards has always lead to physical and mental illness. It’s fruit tea and good rest for me now.
