I’ve woken up less than happy. I’d almost go as far as to say grumpy. One of the kittens jumped all over the sofa knocking my glasses and book on the floor. My book now has a bent cover. I’ve been on facebook and been reminded that it’s friday 13th too. Oh and facebook is starting to piss me off. Why the f*ck am I even on there? It’s just a huge shitty waste of time. It’s all a load of old bollocks. I’m pissed off. I’m pissed off at being pissed off. It can all f*ck off. Blah blah blah.
Work today should be quite straight forwards though because my wife came and helped out yesterday. She has gone ahead of me and rubbed lots of paintwork down so I’ve got lots to go at. That’s one good thing. I appreciated the help.
Maybe I need to snap out of this stupid mood. It’s time I stopped acting like a twat or a grumpy teenager and knuckled down with life. It’s time I grew up and got properly responsible. I think that I’ve got to accept things how they are and just get on with life. The only way I can change our situation is to work my arse off and start to get ahead in life. I’ve always tried to be very fair in business but maybe I should be like most others and say fuck it and be selfish. I’ve liked to believe that being kind and spiritual gets you further in the true life but maybe I’m getting old and cynical. Fuck it.
