Last night I ended up having anxiety most of the night and it’s heightened this morning. It’s due to a situation at work that I was put in but also put myself in. I have no choice but to go in and see what happens and face anything. The situation is regarding someone else and they made the situation themselves but it has turned onto me in a way and I have ended up having two threatening phone calls. I’ll face it and see what happens. It’s life and I know it’s in part down to my not thinking straight it mostly it’s down to the other person not doing what they should do and always switching blame to others and making excuses. Anyway it’s totally occupying my mind at the minute and it’s something I could do without but I have to deal with it. What I am fearful of is if I get trouble over it I might flip and loose my cool or worse grin and bear it. It is what it is and it’s only life. I won’t be threatened though. That isn’t right.
