I feel like the older I get the more I’m becoming my parents. I don’t like it. It feels like I have no control over it. Their worst traits are in me. I’ve tried to break this chain but it’s happening. I’ve used ritual magic and meditation. It’s not worked. It’s an ongoing onslaught. When will it end. Will it end other than at death? I have to fight it. I must fight it. However if there’s no escaping it is the fight futile? My brains too mashed to think properly. Hey ho.
