Its another day again today and although I don`t feel at m,y best right now I`m going to give today my best shot. I have to stop fretting about money and just get on with work. I have so much work to do the money will come, it has to eventually! I think maybe I need to skip this morning and shower this morning too. I had a shower last night but I usually feel good after a shower.
Yesterday I really didn`t feel good at all, in fact I felt quite low. I could of put an end to my business and goodness knows what else. I don`t enjoy those moments. In fact if I could erase those times and only have the highs I would be superb. Right now I`m in my office with music playing. I usually type this out on my phone. I`m listening to Muse, Knights of Cydonia. It always gives me a lift. I`m hoping today I crack on and feel good. Having someone work for me is both a blessing and a curse times. Most weekends he goes out drinking and although he thinks he`s OK on a Monday he`s not. Sometimes it can take until Wednesday until I get a proper days work out of him. He plods along too slowly for me at times, but I guess I go much quicker than most.
Anyway today has to be a better day. It will be a better day. I am supposed to do a small job first thing, then try to finish a bigger job, then go to another job to do some brickwork. I may have to postpone the brickwork until tomorrow so as to not put too much pressure on myself, plus I hate feeling pressure and I want to do the best job I can.
Right, time to get some clothes on and go outside and skip for a litte while.
