I`ve been trying to be happy today but feel like I`ve been put to the test. Pretty much everything I did today took longer than it should of and used more materials too. My paint roller dried out so much in the sun and wind that it actually went hard whilst I was using another colour. I`ve never known that to happen before! Oh well lets move on…
I`m in my office pricing work up. I thought I would just note down my thoughts and feelings from today. I have realised that there are still several things in life that I feel paranoid about and I need to deal with them I guess. Lots to think about and yet still more to work on. Its endless I guess. Oh well at least I am starting to realise these things. I have also just left a customers house and before arriving I was tired and feeling tired and down, but whilst there I lifted up and started to feel a bit manic too. I noticed my speech was getting excitable and faster too, also I was loosing track of my thinking. When I left there in my van I started to forget what I was even thinking about, pretty strange. Maybe I should go and skip. I guess I should leave pricing for now too as I might make a mistake. I need to get it done though.
