I’ve realised I need to work more on my logic and go far less on the emotional/gut instinct. I need to be able to analize things better and not be ruled by mood or emotion. More logic is needed to help me achieve all of my goals and objectives. I have realised most people don’t know me or understand me, but that’s ok now. It didn’t used to be. I am only in competition with myself, to better myself, not to be better than others. I’ve judged myself too harshly, in part because of real or false peer pressure and in part from over-thinking things on an emotional level.