Spring is really starting to show through here. The trees in the garden are blossoming, the birds are singing away, the weather is turning warmer and the days are getting longer. It’s a good feeling to be alive right now.
I’ve been up a while and have already practiced qigong outside. I’m feeling a little anxious again this morning. I’m anxious about money, as usual. I know it’ll be ok but it doesn’t stop my brain from trying to work through all of the scenarios and trying to find solutions. The trouble I’ve had in the past is the solutions I can find can cost money, so this time I’m just knuckling down and working hard. I’m not going to put time or money into something that just costs more money. I’m just going to keep doing my work and earning the money. Also in the past when I’ve felt anxious like this I think the bills I’m sending to customers look high so I cut the amount back, which makes it tighter still for me, not this time. I can’t do it as I’ll end up back where I always am, so not this time. Anyway I’m feeling the usual anxiousness that goes with it. I just need to knuckle down and I know I’ll be alright. I always survive. Whatever happens its not going to kill me, not unless I mattress too much and make myself get an illness.
Knuckle down, work hard, try to have fun and the money will come in.
